tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33474007664419301222024-02-20T14:14:36.054-08:00प्रेरणाकोलाज सा....Ajeet Shrivastavahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05038732398298967069noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3347400766441930122.post-30490205637869685832010-02-09T01:06:00.000-08:002010-02-10T04:04:29.926-08:00....कोशिश करता हूँस्ट्रगल ('संघर्ष' शब्द में वैसे अर्थ-बिम्ब नहीं है। दर्द और तनाव, टूटन और नाउम्मीदी के छीलते काँटों की सटीक व्याख्या '<span>स्ट्रगल'</span> शब्द से ही होती है: '<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">मुझे</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">चाँद</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">चाहिए</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">-</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">सुरेन्द्र</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">वर्मा</span>', ३७०-३७१) की गहनतम अनुभूतियों से उपजी चंद पंक्तियां.....<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">सिगरेट</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">के</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">धुंए</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">से</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">दिल</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">को</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">काला</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">नाकाम</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कोशिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">मरती</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हुई</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">सांस</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">इक</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">जिंदगी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">तलाशने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कोशिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">.....</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">सोचता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">क्या</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">मिला</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">अच्छा</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">इंसान</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">बनकर।</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">पल</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">इक</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">बुरा</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">इंसान</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">बनने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कोशिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ॥</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हो</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">ना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">जाऊं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कहीं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">मैं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">बेख़ौफ़</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">इतना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">खुदा</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">भी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">डरने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">लगे।</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">रोज</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">-</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">ब</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">-</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">रोज</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">यूँ</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">ही</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">खुद</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">को</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">डराने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कोशिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ॥</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">बरास्ते</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">आँखों</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">के</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">खून</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">का</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">सैलाब</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">उमड़</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">आया</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">है।</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">रगों</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">बहते</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">लहू</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">को</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">पानी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">बनाने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कोशिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ॥</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">अपनों</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">के</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">दिए</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">जख्म</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">दर्द</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">उभर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">आता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">है।</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">जब</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">किसी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">गैर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">को</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">मरहम</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">लगाने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कोशिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ॥</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">उठ</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">ना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">जाये</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">भरोसा</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कहीं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">खुदा</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">खुदाई</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">से।</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">इबादतगाह</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">सजदा</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कोशिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ॥</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">गम</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">जुदाई</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">का</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">नहीं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">उनकी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">बेवफाई</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">का</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">भी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">नहीं।</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">वो</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">उतना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">ही</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">याद</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">आये</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">जितना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">भुलाने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कोशिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ॥</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">......</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">कोशिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">करता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">हूँ</span>Ajeet Shrivastavahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05038732398298967069noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3347400766441930122.post-10797665528242065502010-01-27T03:09:00.001-08:002010-01-27T03:36:00.449-08:00उसकी याद........<div style="text-align: justify;"><span>प्रणाम</span> <span>बंधुओं</span>, <span>ये</span> <span>कविता</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>तक़रीबन</span> <span>दो</span> <span>साल</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>जर्मनी</span> <span>प्रवास</span> <span>के</span> <span>दौरान</span> <span>लिखी</span> <span>थी</span> <span>और</span> <span>जहाँ</span> <span>तक</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>याद</span> <span>है</span> <span>मुनिख</span> <span>से</span> <span>स्तुत्त्गार्ट</span> <span>की</span> <span>यात्रा</span> <span>के</span> <span>समय</span>.....<span>इस</span> <span>ठिठुरती</span> <span>हुई</span> <span>ठण्ड</span> <span>की</span> <span>बेला</span> <span>में</span> <span>आप</span> <span>सबको</span> <span>नज़र</span> <span>करता</span> <span>हूँ</span>.....<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">आज</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">यूँ</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">ही</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">बैठे</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">-</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">बैठे</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">जब</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">आई</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">उसकी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">याद</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> । </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">शब्</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">-</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">ए</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">-</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">बारात</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">आतिश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">या</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">चौदवीं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">का</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">चाँद ॥ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">जाड़े</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">ठंडी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">शामों</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">बिना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">स्वेटर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">निकलना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> । </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">उसका</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">रास्ते</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">मिलना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">और</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">सरेआम</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">बिगड़ना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> ॥<br /> </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">स्वेटर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">नहीं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">पहन</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">सकते</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">थे</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> रट </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">लगा</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">देना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> । </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">और</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">फिर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">आखिर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">मेरे</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">कन्धों</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">को</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">भिगो</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">देना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> ॥ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">पता</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">नहीं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">शिकायत</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">मुझसे</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">या</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">कि</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">जाड़े</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">से</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> ।<br /> </span><span></span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">क्यूँ</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">बेवजह</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">बाहर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">हो</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">जाती</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">अपने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">आपे</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">से</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> ॥ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">तुम</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">नहीं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">समझोगे</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">वो</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">बस</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">इतना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">कहती</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> । </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">जाने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">किस</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">उधेड़बुन</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">हमेशा</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">वो</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">रहती</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> ॥ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">और</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">फिर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">दुबक</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">जाती</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">कहीं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">सीने</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">अन्दर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">तक</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> । </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">कोई</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">देख</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">लेगा</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">ना</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">कह</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">दूं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">मैं</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">तब</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">तक</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> ॥ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">स्वेटर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">सख्त</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">हिदायत</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">दे</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">वो</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">चली</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">जाती</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> । </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">हजार</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">सवाल</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">दुनिया</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">के</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">लिए</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">छोड़</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">जाती</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> ॥ </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">सुदूर</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">-</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">देश</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">में</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">ठंडक</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">जब</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">हड्डियाँ</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">गलाती</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> । </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">उसके</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">यादों</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">की</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">गर्मी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">आज</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">भी</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">राहत</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">पहुंचाती</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">है</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> ॥</span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span>कुछ</span> <span>बातें</span> <span>अवचेतन</span> <span>में</span> <span>कितना</span> <span>प्रभाव</span> <span>छोड़</span> <span>जाती</span> <span>है</span>.....<br /></div>Ajeet Shrivastavahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05038732398298967069noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3347400766441930122.post-73363132950740465832009-07-11T23:36:00.000-07:002010-01-08T03:19:07.331-08:00आज सुबह की उजली धूप में अतीत के पन्ने सुखा रहा था जो बेवजह ही रात के तन्हाई में गीले हो गए थे<div style="text-align: justify;">ज़माने के साथ न चल पाना और outdated का लेबल चस्पा हो <span>जाना </span>बचपन से मेरी नियति रहा है....चाहे वो गाँव की टूटी पुलिया पर बैठकर दोस्त उमेश के पावन प्रेम की प्रगति रिपोर्ट सुनना हो या फिर गोविंदा के नृत्य शैली पर दोस्तों का तारीफों के पुल बांधना। ख़ुद को हमेशा से असहज ही महसूस कर पाया....एक दिन ये outdated का लेबल और भी बड़ा और गाढा हो गया जब सुना कि मेरे दोस्त उमेश का प्रेम भी outdated हो गया और उसने मात्र पन्द्रह वर्ष की छोटी उम्र में किसी शहरी लड़की के प्रेम में आत्महत्या कर ली...... बड़े भइया घर के एक मात्र आईने में दिन भर जुल्फें सवारते और परिवार को ज़माने के साथ चलाने की जी-तोड़ कोशिश करते और मैं जाने किन ख्यालों में खोया रहता....दीदी छुट्टियों में शहर से आती तो अंग्रजी के दो-चार शब्द भी लेकर आती जो मेरे बचपन को और भी बूढा बना देते।....एक दिन ऐसे ही बुढ़ापे में और इजाफा हुआ जब मैंने खाने पर बैठकर माँ को सलाह दे डाली की भइया को ऐसा नहीं करना चाहिए....माँ <span>की </span>त्वरित टिप्पणी <span>कि </span>मैं भैया से जलता हूँ....माँ आज भी कहती है की मैं बूढा ही पैदा हुआ था ..आज जब लोकल एरिया नेटवर्क से मालगुडी डेस डाउनलोड करके देख रहा हूँ तो अनायास ही अब तक बीती हुई जिंदगी में अपना बचपन तलाश रहा हूँ.<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span></span><br /><br /></div>Ajeet Shrivastavahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05038732398298967069noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3347400766441930122.post-79213228573801553522009-04-28T03:31:00.000-07:002009-04-28T05:25:38.878-07:00जो गीत मेरे जेहन में चलता रहा.......जिंदगी के रंग भी अजीब हैं....कभी मन खुशियों से भर जाता है तो कभी ग़म भी अपनी जगह बना ही लेता है... कल <span>दिन</span> <span>भर</span> <span>जो</span> <span>आवाज</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>कानों</span> <span>में</span> <span>गूंजती</span> <span>रही</span>, <span>जो</span> <span>गीत</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>जेहन</span> <span>में</span> <span>चलता</span> <span>रहा</span>....<br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">मेरे</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">साथ</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">चले</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">न</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">साया</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">, </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">धर्मं</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">नहीं</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">, </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">कर्म</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">नहीं</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">जन्म</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">गवायाँ</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">मेरे</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">लिए</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">दिन</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">भी</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">अँधेरा</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">,<br /></span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">मेरे</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">लिए</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">रात</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">भी</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">लाई</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">न</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">सवेरा</span><br /><br />गुलज़ार जी के निर्देशन में बनी फ़िल्म <span style="font-weight: bold;">'</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">किताब</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">'</span> का ये गाना दिल के बहुत अन्दर तक उतरता चला जाता है....पूरी फ़िल्म में गुलज़ार का जादू सर चढ़<span>कर </span>बोलता है....जबरदस्त कथानक और उतनी ही सुन्दरता से फिल्माया गया....समरेश बासु जी के उपन्यास 'पथीक' पर आधारित ये फ़िल्म न सिर्फ़ एक बच्चे के मनोविज्ञान को बड़ी ही खूबसूरती से टटोलती है बल्कि पति-पत्नी के आपसी रिश्तों का बच्चों के दिमाग पर क्या असर होता है, बखूबी रखती है....ये गाना श्री राम लागू जी के ऊपर फिल्माया गया है जबरदस्त अभिनय के साथ....पूरी फ़िल्म के साथ इस गाने को इतनी बार सुन चुका हूँ ....लेकिन मन नहीं भरता....एक वैराग्य सा उपजता है ....कंचन जी से कल मैंने कहा था कि ये गाना आपको जरूर सुनाऊंगा प्रेरणा के माध्यम से....पर किन्हीं कारणों से नहीं सुनवा पा रहा हूँ ....कंचन जी और आप सबसे क्षमा-याचना के साथ कोशिश करूँगा की जल्द से जल्द ये गीत आप <span>सब </span>तक पहुँचा <span><span>सकूं.</span></span><br /></div>Ajeet Shrivastavahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05038732398298967069noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3347400766441930122.post-6780897695320183312009-04-19T05:36:00.000-07:002009-04-19T09:09:41.534-07:00ग्रिगोरी पेरेलमन और गणित का दुर्भाग्य: हम कहाँ हैं?<div style="text-align: justify;"><span>शुरुआत करते हैं शीर्षक के अन्तिम हिस्से से. हमारे</span> <span>देश</span> <span>में</span> <span>अभी</span> <span>जो</span> <span>जुमला</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>आम</span> <span>है</span> <span>खासकर</span> <span>ऐसे</span> <span>संस्थानों</span> <span>में</span> <span>जहाँ</span> <span>शोध</span> <span>होता</span> <span>हो</span> <span>कि</span> <span>आजकल</span> <span>अच्छे</span> <span>बच्चे</span> <span>शोध</span> <span>में</span> <span>आते</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>है।</span> <span>लेकिन</span> <span>हम</span> <span>कहें</span> <span>जी</span> <span>जो</span> <span>भूले</span> <span>आ</span> <span>भी</span> <span>जाते</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>उनकी</span> <span>प्रतिभा</span> <span>का</span> <span>गला</span> <span>घोंटने</span> <span>में</span> <span>यहाँ</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>संकोच</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>होता</span> <span>है।</span> <span>फिलहाल</span> <span>विभाग</span> <span>में</span> <span>जो</span> <span>अभी</span> <span>चर्चा</span> <span>का</span> <span>विषय</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>दो</span> <span>रिसर्च</span> <span>स्कॉलर्स</span> <span>को</span> <span>कॉम्प्रेहेंसिव</span> (<span>एक</span> <span>परीक्षा</span> <span>जो</span> <span>लिखित</span> <span>और</span> <span>मौखिक</span> <span>दोनों</span> <span>तरह</span> <span>से</span> <span>ली</span> <span>जाती</span> <span>है</span> <span>और</span> <span>उसमें</span> <span>क्लेअर</span> <span>होने</span> <span>के</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>आपको</span> <span>शोध</span> <span>जारी</span> <span>रखने</span> <span>कि</span> <span>अनुमति</span> <span>दी</span> <span>जाती</span> <span>है</span>) <span>में</span> अनुत्तीर्ण <span>कर</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>गया</span> <span>है।</span> <span>पूरे </span> <span>मामले</span> <span>का</span> <span>सबसे</span> <span>दुखद</span> <span>पहलू</span> <span>ये</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>उसमें</span> से <span>एक</span> <span>यहीं</span> <span>पर</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>विभाग</span> <span>का</span> <span>टापर</span> <span>रह</span> <span>चुका</span> <span>है।</span> <span>जाहिर</span> <span>है</span> <span>परदे</span> <span>के</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>की</span> <span>कहानी</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>और</span> <span>ही</span> <span>है</span>.........<span><br /><br />आते</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>शीर्षक के</span> पहले हिस्से <span>पर</span>, <span>ग्रिगोरी</span> <span>पेरेलमन</span> <span>लेनिनग्राद</span> (<span>आज</span> <span>का</span> <span>सेंट</span> <span>पीटर्सबर्ग</span>, <span>रूस</span>) <span>१३</span> <span>जून</span> <span>१९६६</span> <span>में</span> <span>पैदा</span> <span>हुए</span> <span>और</span> <span>२००२</span> <span>में</span> <span>मशहूर</span> <span>हुए</span> <span>सदी</span> <span>पुरानी</span> <span>एक</span> <span>गणित</span> <span>में</span> <span>सबसे</span> <span>कठिन</span> <span>मानी</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>वाली</span> <span>समस्या</span> <span>को</span> <span>हल</span> <span>करके</span> (<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poincar%C3%A9_conjecture" title="Poincaré conjecture">Poincaré conjecture</a><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">: 1904</span>)<span>।</span> <span>जिसके</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>में</span> <span>उन्हें</span> <span>फील्ड</span> <span>मैडल</span> (<span>२००६</span>) <span>से</span> <span>नवाजा</span> <span>गया</span> <span>जो</span> <span>विषय</span> <span>विशेष</span> <span>में</span> <span>नोबेल</span> <span>प्राइज</span> <span>के</span> <span>बराबर</span> <span>माना</span> <span>जाता</span> <span>है</span> <span>और</span> <span>मजे</span> <span>की</span> <span>बात</span> <span>पेरेलमन</span> <span>जी</span> <span>ने</span> <span>अवार्ड</span> <span>लेने</span> <span>से</span> <span>साफ़</span> <span>माना</span> <span>कर</span> <span>दिया।</span> <span>और</span> <span>जो</span> <span>कारण</span> <span>सामने</span> <span>आया</span> <span>वो</span> <span>शोध</span> <span>समुदाय</span> <span>को</span> <span>आईना</span> <span>दिखा</span> <span>गया</span>.....<br /><br />(Perelman says in a <i><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_New_Yorker" title="The New Yorker">The New Yorker</a></i> article that he is disappointed with the ethical standards of the field of mathematics, the article implies that Perelman refers particularly to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shing-Tung_Yau" title="Shing-Tung Yau">Yau's</a> efforts to downplay his role in the proof and play up the work of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Huai-Dong_Cao" title="Huai-Dong Cao">Cao</a> and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xi-Ping_Zhu" title="Xi-Ping Zhu">Zhu</a>).....<br /><br /><span>सम्प्रति</span> <span>पेरेलमन</span> <span>जी</span> <span>गणित</span> <span>में</span> <span>सक्रिय</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>है</span> <span>और</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>सेंट</span> <span>पीटर्सबर्ग </span><span>में</span> <span>एक</span> <span>बेरोजगार</span> <span>का</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>जी</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हैं।</span> <span>महज</span> <span>४२</span> <span>साल</span> <span>की</span> <span>उमर</span> <span>और</span> <span>उनका</span> <span>इस</span> <span>तरह</span> <span>से</span> <span>गणित</span> <span>का</span> <span>छोड़ना</span>....<span>नुकसान</span> <span>तो</span> <span>गणित</span> <span>का</span> <span>ही</span> <span>हुआ</span> <span>न</span>.....<span>फिलहाल</span> <span>प्रतिभाओं</span> <span>का</span> <span>कत्ले</span>-<span>आम</span> <span>जारी</span> <span>है</span> <span>कारण</span> <span>जो</span> <span>भी</span> <span>हो</span>....<br /><br /><span>साभार</span>-<span>विकीपीडिया</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">जिंदगी</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">को</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span> <span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">इस</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">तरह</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">से</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">जी</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">कि</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">मौत</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">से</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">मिलना</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">हुआ</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">अभी</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">-</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">अभी</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">दुआ</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">-</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">सलाम</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">की</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">और</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">कहा</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">कि</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">मिलते</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">रहा</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">करो</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">कभी</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">-</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">कभी</span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">.</span></div>Ajeet Shrivastavahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05038732398298967069noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3347400766441930122.post-35804619269511885232009-04-17T05:40:00.000-07:002009-04-17T14:03:04.190-07:00प्रेरणा<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span><span><span style="font-size:180%;">हि</span>न्दी</span> <span>ब्लॉग</span> <span>परिवार</span> <span>को</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>भरा</span> <span>नमस्कार</span>....<span>आज</span> <span>आया</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>आप</span> <span>सबके</span> <span>बीच</span> <span>तो</span> <span>इसका</span> <span>सारा</span> <span>श्रेय</span> <a style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" href="http://kanchanc.blogspot.com/"><span>कंचन</span> <span>जी</span> (<span style="font-size:100%;"><span>हृदय</span> गवाक्ष</span>)</a> <span>को</span> <span>जाता</span> <span>है</span> <span>जिनकी</span> <span>लेखनी</span> <span>का</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>हमेशा</span> <span>से</span> <span>कायल</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>हूँ</span> ...... <span>आज</span> <span>के</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>नाता</span> <span>हिन्दी</span> <span>ब्लॉग</span> <span>से</span> <span>एक</span> <span>पाठक</span> <span>भर</span> <span>का</span> <span>ही</span> <span>था</span> <span>और</span> <span>थोड़ा</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>टिप्पणीकार</span> <span>का</span> <span>भी</span>.... <span>सच</span> <span>कहूँ</span> <span>तो</span> <span>बचपन</span> <span>से</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>को</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>आश्चर्यमिश्रित</span> <span>भाव</span> <span>से</span> <span>देखता</span> <span>आया</span> <span>हूँ</span> ....<span>कैसे</span> <span>सब</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>एक</span> <span>दूसरे</span> <span>से</span> <span>जुड़ा</span> <span>हुआ</span> <span>है</span> <span>ना</span> <span>जुड़कर</span> <span>भी</span>.....<span>कहाँ</span>-<span>कहाँ</span> <span>किससे</span> <span>क्यूँ</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>जुड़ता</span> <span>चला</span> <span>गया</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>आज</span> <span>तक</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>समझ</span> <span>पाया</span> .... <span>कुछ</span> <span>इसी</span> <span>तरह</span> <span>के</span> <span>आश्चर्यमिश्रित</span> <span>भाव</span> <span>आपके</span> <span>साथ्</span> <span>साझा</span> <span>करने</span> <span>का</span> <span>माध्यम</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold;">प्रेरणा</span> <span>को</span> <span>बनाया</span> <span>है</span>....<span>आशा</span> <span>है</span> <span>की</span> <span>आप</span> <span>सबसे</span> <span>प्रेम</span> <span>और</span> <span>सहयोग</span> <span>मिलता</span> <span>रहेगा।</span><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">जब</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">भी</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">ख़ुद</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">के</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">होने</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">का</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">सुबहा</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">होने</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">लगता</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">है</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">दूसरों</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">की</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">जिंदगी</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">में</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">ख़ुद</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">के</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">मायने</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">तलाशता</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">हूँ</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;">अजीत</span>Ajeet Shrivastavahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05038732398298967069noreply@blogger.com23